AVOIDING

Sometimes we do some things for others, not for your own self. It is tough but you have to do it if you don't make a problem for your self and others also but the thing which we have to do is to avoid a person is close to me so that's why this is tougher.We talk every day so he also feels some thing that someone is ignoring me but I cant avoid him beacause I love him so cant ignore him so I decided to block him I haved block him but his friends are saying to talk to him but you know I cant beacuse I promised to myself but inside me, I am deing to talk to him so somedays later I make a new account I dnot know how he finds that anyways he message me I didnt reply him beacuse the reason you know some days later he unsend that messages I am feeling bad about him but I am so confused that he loves me or not I have never told him that I love him so I think this is a first sight love he mostly updated the stories so I have seen that and I think he delicate to me but I am not sure on his stories he called me cheater but who told him that I am not a cheater he thoughts very wrong about me I am very upset I feel that the mistake is mine when I have blocked him in that time I have to told him that I am blocking him. Right??